''What's the difference between a person and a human, one's free the other one's stupid.'' - Ab-soul
It's been a while now hasn't it? What could be on my mind right now, hmm let's see.
Music, my pretape drops tomorrow, april 15th. And like I said in another blog post it's just six songs that I wanted to release as a prelude to my mixtape. It is not THE mixtape, the songs didn't even make the mixtape. It's just that putting the tape together is taking so long that I feel like I have to give you Something. So I'm just saying don't expect too much just yet. But anyway I will place the download link on Facebook Twitter whatever and I'd appreciate it if you gave it a listen. And I don't know why but I'm nervous about it you know. I know that 'a true artist doesn't need approval from others' etc but let's face it. I'm not a true artist, not yet anyway. I'm just a kid with a slightly poetic mind that has been unnoticed until now. So yeah, I'm nervous.
School, the finals are coming up and I'm anxious as shit of course. I don't really wanna get into it but bottom line is I Need to graduate. Because there's so much stuff I want to do. I really wanna enter the next stage of my life. I don't know what it'll bring but I sure don't wanna miss it.
Love, because of some songs I released recently and some texts I posted people are starting to think I have 'a crush on someone'. Well, yeah I do. And I'm totally okay with how crazy it drives me, so there you have it. This doesn't mean you can ask me about it at all, it's just a couple thoughts. But this is the part of the blogpost where a couple thoughts turn into some sort of life lesson right? Well let me give you this : sometimes the grass is greener on the other side, because it's jealous of this one. You know, green as in green with envy. Point is, sometimes everything we're looking for is right in front of us. Sometimes we don't realize how good we've got it or, if you want to connect it to a love situation, how close the person you want to be with actually is.
Look I'm not saying people shouldn't strive for the best and just be happy with what they've got or can have at the moment. No I'm saying stop for a minute, look around. Look at the grass at your side and who knows. You might find something enjoyable, something satisfying. That's all I'm saying. And that's basically all I'm thinking of.
Furthermore I'm thinking of letting my hair grow out cause..idunno. And I'm writing a novel, because I can and I'm awesome. It's harder than it looks but it's important to me because it's another way for me to 'release my feelings' because for me writing is the best way to do that. Whether it's writing a song, writing a book, writing a short poem or in this case writing a blog post. I don't really Talk about my feelings, not anymore.
And with that being said :
No Feelings The Pretape downloadable on April 15th.
